my new life is starting

sorry to my friends
i was lying you all before
i already broke up with him
but i still say we are sweet and still together
because i cant accept it
but now
i know time to wake me up
my dear
i think both of us wont have a chance to together again
i will keep our nice and sweet memories inside my heart as long as
my dear
stop to say you are not a good boy
you are  ♥
we cant together
not as you are not good
maybe our's fate was finished
maybe after few days few months few years
we will together again
i told myself
don't sad
give both of us sometime to calm
i will control myself to stop thinking bout sad memories i had
even though my mind will keep missing you
i know i'm stubborn
you always tell me don't wait you
find other boy
a lot of them are better than you
but i don't think so
ya
maybe they are better than you
but is not easy to fall in love with them
so please don't repeat it
i will try to stop myself to disturb you
i know you have test in this week
i don't want impede you
my dear
good luck
try you best to do it
you can =)
i believe you
say truely , i'm not feeling well
but i'm also not feeling sad
because i know you  hate the girl crying , do some stupid thing
so .. i wont do that

furthermore

i hope that

i wish that

when i go kl

you will give me a new life

that mean give us a chance together

please

this is my last wish